You were afk for most of the time that you were there, I messaged you multiple times without reply.
Tp's are disabled due to them being a get out of jail free card, if you mess up you need to deal with it.
Also a few regulars offered to come help you but you completely ignored them.
The server was never meant to be easy, whilst the starter gear may not be sufficient; Criticizing without providing alternative isn't going to get anything sorted.